I never seem to have the time to do anything any more.
Not even blog!!
So, I'm going to do this one quickly.
If you've read my last post, you'll know that I was more than a little peeved about a situation with a boy. I know, such a high school drama my life!! However, I figured I'd update you a little on it.
His name is Will, he moves around constantly because his company sends him all over the place to do work. He's basically an adviser/problem solver/sales assistant. Yeah, he gets sent places to sell people shit, or fix something that's gone wrong.
Which is fine, except he's never HERE. So we get our wires crossed far too easily.
Even talking on the phone it's not exactly easy to understand each other - you don't have their facial expression or body language to read from, so it just becomes that little bit "are you joking, are you serious, do you care?" kind of thing. So when he says "I wont be your boyfriend" or something similar, it's hard to tell how to take it. Is this something that he's doing out of duty to his job, out of not loving me, out of trying to push me away, out of jest?? It's all too complicated, and made more so in that his voice barely changes when he's serious and when he's joking.
So... the update that I was on about.
We're maybe, sort of, dating?
Yeah, it's that concrete.
We'll see what happens I suppose. It's all to play for.
Life is so uncertain, and so full of random events and twists and turns. I try not to think too much about the future, because it's the least solid part of life. Right now is always changing, and what has gone changes slightly with perspective... but the future changes swiftly and drastically. It's never going to be solid - that's the only truth about it.
So here I am, worrying that the future is going to take one of its drastic changes for the worst, waiting on a phone call or text from my best friend to find out how well he survived his interview, trying not to think about the cramp in my legs or the drip from the kitchen ceiling, and attempting to get all of my meeting notes typed up before I go off editing footage for the relaunch of DemonTV.co.uk.
I'm probably going to run away now and carry on with real life things.
Just a handy hint for those people with a timetable though:
Don't book more than you can physically get round to.
I keep joking that I'm going to give up sleep in order to get all of my work done... in reality, I'm more likely to give up my work in order to sleep.
Oh well!
I shall attempt to write something more interesting next time.
Until then, leave here with my love and trust.
Blessed Be xx
Not even blog!!
So, I'm going to do this one quickly.
If you've read my last post, you'll know that I was more than a little peeved about a situation with a boy. I know, such a high school drama my life!! However, I figured I'd update you a little on it.
His name is Will, he moves around constantly because his company sends him all over the place to do work. He's basically an adviser/problem solver/sales assistant. Yeah, he gets sent places to sell people shit, or fix something that's gone wrong.
Which is fine, except he's never HERE. So we get our wires crossed far too easily.
Even talking on the phone it's not exactly easy to understand each other - you don't have their facial expression or body language to read from, so it just becomes that little bit "are you joking, are you serious, do you care?" kind of thing. So when he says "I wont be your boyfriend" or something similar, it's hard to tell how to take it. Is this something that he's doing out of duty to his job, out of not loving me, out of trying to push me away, out of jest?? It's all too complicated, and made more so in that his voice barely changes when he's serious and when he's joking.
So... the update that I was on about.
We're maybe, sort of, dating?
Yeah, it's that concrete.
We'll see what happens I suppose. It's all to play for.
Life is so uncertain, and so full of random events and twists and turns. I try not to think too much about the future, because it's the least solid part of life. Right now is always changing, and what has gone changes slightly with perspective... but the future changes swiftly and drastically. It's never going to be solid - that's the only truth about it.
So here I am, worrying that the future is going to take one of its drastic changes for the worst, waiting on a phone call or text from my best friend to find out how well he survived his interview, trying not to think about the cramp in my legs or the drip from the kitchen ceiling, and attempting to get all of my meeting notes typed up before I go off editing footage for the relaunch of DemonTV.co.uk.
I'm probably going to run away now and carry on with real life things.
Just a handy hint for those people with a timetable though:
Don't book more than you can physically get round to.
I keep joking that I'm going to give up sleep in order to get all of my work done... in reality, I'm more likely to give up my work in order to sleep.
Oh well!
I shall attempt to write something more interesting next time.
Until then, leave here with my love and trust.
Blessed Be xx
