Well, yesterday was spent in town and then in the hospital... Today was spent in the hospital with the same friend who went in yesterday (and traveling to and from the hospital - which I swear took more time than we had actually visiting her) so yet again I have yet to do any work.
This normally would be a welcome distraction - well, not my friend being in hospital, but not doing work... but the problem is I have two assignments due in Thursday. Sooo... no more sleep for the next few days!! Either that or I really wont pass.
Well... not PASS, I want a first. I don't want to be paying these ridiculous tuition fees to just pass. Bet I end up with a 2:1 instead though...
I've gotten to that stage where you just want to say 'ah fuck it. I'll bum along at a 2:1 and like it...' - but I know I'll kick myself if I let myself do that.
It's like my friend. He's doing the same sorta thing. Not putting the full effort in, not really forcing himself to do well.... we're both going to kick ourselves so badly if we don't get out of this soon.
It is for this reason that I am NOT going to ramble today.
I'll ramble when the assignments are DONE and IN.
Fingers crossed some kind of motivation gets me to stay on the ball; since our shower's broken and I'm not really keen on using the downstairs (icky) one, I'm not really 'with it' (or smelling particularly nice if I'm honest) lately. A two minute shower is not enough... so I'm going to have to put up with the icky shower soon and wash away the horrid smell that I'm basically wallowing in. Fingers crossed it'll wake me up instead of send me to sleep.
I have this terrible feeling I'm going to get upstairs, sit on my bed to do the reading part of my assignment and pass out - only to be woken by a phone call asking me to come down to the hospital again... which I'm probably going to do anyway...
I fail.
I'm going to fail.
This isn't good....
Blessed Be xx
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