For starters I want to quickly plug my new blog:
L S Bland - fiction
It's basically the start of a story blog. There may end up being several stories being posted in almost chapter form up there, but for now there's one piece of prose up for y'all to read if you want.
The story blog started because I found a piece of writing today while attempting to write a disclaimer with my friend - and, as always, I ended up reading it back. Not just to myself, but aloud. From there I started thinking about the first chapter to the story line that I'd written, and how it would be fun to post it up on here. But then my friend (as usual) complained that he wanted to hear more of the story... so I figured it would be a creative outlet to start a new blog where I could post up my creative writing.
Yes, if you hadn't guessed already, I like writing. I'm not good at it mind, but it's fun none the less.
I struck gold when I got home and found that the chapter I had been looking for months ago in my note books was already typed up on my external hard drive... hence being able to post it at 2am as soon as I got in.
Now, if you've read my blog before you're probably thinking that I've been hijacked and someone else is just using this to promote their own blog... but that is not the case!
Shocking, I know!
The thing is, my blog has been getting extremely emotionally abused lately. This is, in large part, due to the fact I've stopped writing my diary... so it all kinda ends up on here instead. HOWEVER it suddenly struck me today (after I found out that someone I vaguely know had read my blog) that ... get this... people read blogs!
Oh yeah, and... guess what!! They can tell when you're being a tad too honest...
There's this temptation to do what my bff does - which is delete the revealing posts... but then I'd have a blank blog, so there's really no point. Plus, I'm not ashamed of anything I do or say or think or feel... so if anyone doesn't like it, they can pretty much go hump themselves like a camel...
.... did.. did I just say...? Oh screw it! I don't care. I'm asleep already anyway!...
So now that that's over and done with, I suppose I should enlighten you to the interesting goings on of late...
But then again, that would be telling... and a majority of it isn't to do with me (or at least not just me)... and I'd feel like I was infringing on other peoples privacy to divulge the mildly drunken antics of my closest friends...
Check me out, being grown up for once!
I'm such a kid lately!
I've started being all happy and bubbly for no apparent reason. It's kinda cool, though now I'm kinda scared that I'm bi-polar... oh well - as they say "She's schizophrenic, but she's good people"
I mean, I know that in a few days the lows are gonna kick in again. But I'm enjoying the ride for now.
The only things that could make life better at the minute would be having a boyfriend to hold hands with and kiss goodnight, a decidedly lesser attraction to one of my female friends, and a little less attention from someone (who probably reads this and will probably throw a strop later).
Okay, a little more focus for my work would be handy too. But I don't seem to be doing too badly. The motivation is getting there, so I'm sure the focus will follow.
And even though I'm totally paranoid atm, and feel like there's something big and bad following me around (in a metaphorical sense that is, I don't think I have some big scary stalker or anything... though now I've thought about it I'm so gonna have nightmares) so it always feels a bit like I'm looking over my shoulder or being chased. Like I say - Paranoia.
Hence I shall leave this rather unimpressive, impersonal post with my teddy bear in hand!
May you be forever blessed with hope, love and eternal happiness
Blessed Be xx
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